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Mareep. I make you sick? That's reciprocal.
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[27 Oct 2007|10:01pm] |
a synful revenge (9:59:43 PM): I found my password, want me to make an update for you? What do you want me to say?
TrueQueerLove (9:59:48 PM): what about good little wife???
a synful revenge (10:00:10 PM): Uh, I don't know, I never read that one. I just saw kid stuff and six minutes and broken down emotions.
TrueQueerLove (10:00:31 PM): but you don't know if you wrote it???
a synful revenge (10:00:37 PM): I've never seen it.
a synful revenge (10:00:40 PM): Link?
TrueQueerLove (10:00:55 PM): it's in her forum
La la la this is my journal not Aries' and I've never posted anything under that name, only mareepa :D
Hola friends list, I'm trying to fix things.
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[09 Dec 2005|08:52pm] |
heyy kids.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) goodxnight is my new writing journal. it's gonna be friends only for many reasons, mostly the fact that i'm not just writing slash anymore, so i feel i have the right to know who's reading my personal stuff, you know? uh, i'm telling you guys this because i know there was a lot of people who read my stuff who would still be interested in reading it.
any story not chaptered is archived under that name. Make Me Strong is on there, only because it was my favourite. i might archive Broken Down Emotions, Kid Stuff, Take Me For Granted, and a couple others later on...
anyway, consider this my personal invite to add the journal.
that's all.
-caet
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[28 Aug 2005|05:21pm] |
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Hi! I'm conducting an experiment!
Title: My Electric Bill Is Triple Digits [I Left The Light On For You All Winter]
Pairing: Jepha Howard [first person narrator] and Bert McCracken. [the used]
Rating: NC-17 for explicit themes.
Summary: I won’t say this is a tear jerker because we all have different levels of sensitivity. This is about moving on and deciding when you’re ready or how far you’re willing to go. This is about different human emotions; honest, raw, brittle. This is the thoughts you think but you don’t say. This is about fucking.
Disclaimer: This is a work of f[r]iction. All events, characters, names, and places featured here are either the product of the author’s imagination, or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual person(s), living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
Author's Note: This was about two weeks of productive work. Months spent idling over the idea or shoving the whole thing on the back burner. I don’t use betas. I like feedback.
( Triple Digits )
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[06 Apr 2005|03:03pm] |
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contact a mod on (aim) burningjepha or (aim) mattxisxbleeding for further details
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| letters of past, so distant and wrinkled. |
[23 Mar 2005|10:26pm] |
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Just say,
say you will, follow me.
(follow me)
Invite me to your memory.
Just sing,
sing again, for me.
(for me)
That long forgotten song.
I'm gonna go ahead and make this official.
I am quitting writing for a while.
This is just so everyone knows it. Don't both heckling me for updates or begging me to change my mind. I do not question my talents as a writer, rather, I no longer feel the desire to write.
I'm sorry to anyone upset by this choice, but it is my own, and made in accordance to my life style right now.
I'll pick it back up when I'm ready to.
Thank you to everyone who read my writing and supported me these past four years, from the ff.net days to now. I understand that I personally played a huge role in getting MEST slash recognised, and I am still regarded as a notorious member of the slash writing communities. For the fame and recognition and love, I am very grateful.
Thank you for every single review I ever received. I can't properly express how much those few lines from someone who cared meant to me.
For a while, this journal and my fans was one of the few reasons to get up in the morning.
I don't love it any less now, nor do I appreciate you any less. I just feel that I need some time. I don't think it's healthy to rely on kind words from strangers just to keep from slitting your wrists.
So. In short. Thank you so much to everyone. Thank you to the bands that will never read this. Thank you to the kids that did read this. Thank you for telling me I had talent when I didn't believe it. Thank you for the support and love and recognition.
Just thanks.
-caetlynn
Let me be all the words, echo in comoft.
Let me feel the words, that you'd unsay.
Let me be all the words, echo in comfort.
comfort, comfort, comfort.
Let me feel the words, that you'd unsay.
unsay, unsay, unsay.
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| Used Like Motel Beds. |
[08 Mar 2005|01:14am] |
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Title: Used Like Motel Beds, part one
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own, never happened, permission less.
Rating/pairing: R. Matt/Jeremiah.
FYI: I felt like posting. I can't call it chapters because it doesn't break? I don't think that made sense. But it's parts. Jeremiah is a slut and Matt isn't just another client. Strange twists. Angst and fluff. Read it. Review it. Love it. Direct orders.
Dedication: My home. He shouldn't have yelled. You are brilliant. I should've come back. I should've listened. I should've talked. I should've fallen asleep on you. I should've breathed. I should've licked you and nuzzled and made it okay. We'll be better tomorrow. I shouldn't push you into breaking things when you're hurt. And I should apologise to your face until you believe me. Like lions. Not just fairies. Okay, houston?
( Read more... )
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[24 Feb 2005|05:54pm] |
CHAOS THEORY
New RP. Check is out. If you know someone who likes RPing, make them check it out. I think you should all check it out. I'm doing my pimping, goddamnit. So please. Clicky the link and join. Please? Spread the word? Spread the love? Yeah. Okay.
CHAOS THEORY
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| My Tongue Will Taste Of... |
[24 Feb 2005|02:18pm] |
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Title: My Tongue Will Taste Of Gin…
Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, never happened, permission less
Rating/Pairing: So NC-17 it's not even funny. Pete Wentz/Adam Lazzara Taking Back Sunday/Fall Out Boy cross over
FYI: You guys know TBS and FOB were touring together? Well, yeah. Basically smut and stuff. Here we go! Ps; I know it’s really long and it’s not mest, but I swear to god it’s worth it. I’m not that proud of too many of my slashes, but I really like this one. Don’t forget to press that comment button once you’re done.
Dedication: Laura! _oneeighteven! Yeah! Because she’s going to marry Pete and what not. And because I <34 her…mmm, yeah, we haven’t talked much as of late, but still. I promised I’d do you a Pete slash ages back. All though it frightens me because he used to be a livejournal lurker, but maybe he’s not anymore.
( My Tongue Will Taste Of.. )
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[22 Feb 2005|10:54am] |
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Title: High School Journals
Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, never happened, permission less.
Rating/pairing: Jere/Matt, whoever else I want. PG 13.
FYI: Tony’s POV. Still just introducing characters here. Yep. Mm.
Chapter One
( Chapter Two )
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[15 Feb 2005|07:35pm] |
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Title: High School Journals
Disclaimer: don't know, don't own, never happened, permission less.
Rating/pairing: R, Matt/Jere and who ever else I want.
FYI: Matt's POV. High school. Long and chaptered. Much like Kid Stuff. Just not. Read and review. I CRAVE REVIEWS. REEEEEVIIIIIIIEWS! Yep.
Hi Gil. I saw your boobs.
( chapter one )
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[15 Feb 2005|05:15pm] |
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Title:The Lord Is My Shepard
Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, never happened, permission less. Also would like to add that this is entirely fictional and I don’t know that much about AFI. So this isn’t a history on them. It’s a fictional homoerotic story.
Rating/pairing: (ratings are assigned to individual chapters) PG 13. Davey/Jade.
Chapter: one.
FYI: Some people are actually into very long chaptered stories that gradually lead up to sex. Some people also enjoy high school stories that don't focus on the band itself too much. Some people like strange, impassioned, expirmental writing. Some people like my writing. If you agreed with at least two out of four, give this a read. And if you don't like it, don't read the other chapters. Just move on and forget this ever happened. yay!
Dedication: malyssaaa, I told you anything Davey related gets dedicated to you. That’s just the way it is. As I know nothing about Davey at all, I use your personality as a default for him. I swear, as I’m writing this, I keep asking myself, what would Malyssa do?
Alsoooooo…neonbandages, for making me write that two and a half pages to that part that I really didn’t want to write. And thanks for not catching Davey’s hair on fire? And thanks for keeping me company when my best friend abandons me. And for taking me with you for hot chocolate and skate sharpening! Trains and strawberries, I figure you’d appreciate that.
( I’m not a slave
To a god
That doesn’t exist )
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[19 Nov 2004|08:53pm] |
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Oh! Hey! Everyone! Look at my journal background picture! That's my backyard! The house in the distance is mine. Haha. I just thought I'd share. And that's Adam Lazzara. Some people hate him, but hey. He's not lying in their backyard.
that's all.
I have two stories that i need to hurry up and post too.
I suck and need motivation. Does anyone even read my writing anymore?
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Title: Substantial (Family Guy)
Disclaimer: Don’t know, don’t own, never happened, permission less.
Rating/Paring: Matt/Jeremiah right now R for language.
FYI: Normally, I would never post something not finished. This isn’t even a finished chapter. But I wanted you all to know that I’m working on stuff. I swear. Even with out my computer. Anyway. Matt and Jeremiah have a kid and… well…yeah, please read it and tell me if I should continue or not. Thanks.
Dedication: maddenluvlovato For being. Rad. And. I'm sorry this is something lame to dedicate. BUT HEY. YOU RULE. As does John. Jeremiah <3'z John. The end.
( Substantial. )
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| I'm trying to figure out what you're all about these days... |
[26 Oct 2004|12:59am] |
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So. I'm bored and depressed. Yeah. I totally take icon requests. Whatever you want me to do. Just wanted to throw that one out there. And here are some mest icons. Yeah. That's all. Comment, credit, what have you. thanks.
Oh, some might be too big for lj, but they work on gj. And I don't know if they look as good in exploer as they do in firefox.
( mostly sad, creepy icons with Matt. )
While I'm here, go join this RP. You get to be in a mental ward and you can be as crazy and dramatic as you want. Tons of fun, need more people, I get bored. Anyway. Yeah.
NOW I'm done.
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